ignore my last post
apparently it was a misunderstanding/ miscommunication
BUT im 100% sure i heard..
arhh nvm
ITS 29 FEB 2008 MANNN
so well
im super boliao so i decided to er.. list the 14 songs i listening to the most for the whole of feb.. :D
i know.. damn lame but nth else to post abt
took me 10 mins to make the list u know!
LOLLL
btw the lyrics are gawddamn meaningful :D
1. Lost In Love- I15
"If you rewind and play it back
I'm just gon do it all over
She's bad
Perfect frame
Flyest thing I've ever seen
Super model
Wedding ring
But she's lost in love"
2. Fighter- Christina Aguliera
This song motivates me ALOT :D
"'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know how just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...
makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter"
3. With you- Chris brown!!
sweetest sweetest song....
"You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And.Oh!
I'm into you
And girl,
No one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love."
4. Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis
"But I dont care what they say
Im in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding"
5. Stolen- Dashboard Confessional
EXTREMELY relaxing song XD
"Watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel
You have stolen my...
you have stolen my...
you have stolen my ...
heart"
6. Candy Shop- 50 cent
ok well er... no comment? =x
lol just has a super nice vibe to it.
"Girl what we do (what we do)
And when we do (and when we do)
The things we do (things we do)
Are just between me and you (oh yeah)"
7. The City is At War- Cobra Starship
awesome song...
"The city is at war
A place among the young and rich
Ignore me if you see me 'cause I just don't give a shit
The city is at war
Plus the young and rich
With designer drugs and designer friends
Come on!
Stick around and see how it ends
Get the money and run
And meet me at the parking lot
Bang bang! Shoot'em up, yeah"
8. Low- Flo Rida ft T-pain
"Shawty had them Apple Bottomed Jeans
Boots with the fur
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low"
9. Hey Baby ( Jump Off) Bow Wow and Omarion
"I'm young,
I'm bright
I'm flashy,
I'm fly
So fly, I'm about to take off
Now O is the R and B
The Hip Hop, That's me"
10. Who Knew- Pink
my gawd i wanna copy paste the WHOLE song here lah D:
i loveeee this song alot its seriously... meaningful
sometimes i do wish i cud turn back time.
ok shut up shut up.
"When someone said count your blessings now 'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever And ever
Who knew
Yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kissI'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makesIt harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew?..."
11. Just want you to know- Backstreet boys
another super-awesome lyrics one
"Lookin at your picture
From when we first met
You gave me a smile
That I could never forget
Nothing I could do
Could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger
Always on my mind
The days would blend
Cause we stayed up all night
Yeah you and I were everything
Everything to me
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then theres nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know"
12. Teenage dirtbag- Wheatus
mmm.. very cute.
"Man I feel like mold.
It's prom night and I am lonely lo and behold,
She's walking over to me this must be fake.
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am?
And why does she give a damn about me?
I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby.
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe.
I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby... like you."
13. What hurts the most- Rascal Flats
this version rocks the most. the cascada one just takes away all the sadness from it.
super meaningful song number 2.
dont leave words unspoken...
"What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do."
14. Teardrops on my guitar- Taylor Swift
" Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do..."
LALALA im done...
btw
i din add soulja boy crank that and lady marmalade because those were so JANUARY LOL!
rite NOW i like another song not thr.. hypnotised- plies ft akon.
also damn nice
something i realised
number of heart-wrenching emo songs: 9/14
like O..K...
hmmm.....
so maybe feb wasnt such a good month after all?
i dont know
oh. fine. whatever.
Happy 29th feb guys
sleep well.
(after tagging ;D)
rarrr im going to explode.
everything is NOT making sense.
everything is'nt adding up!
im so confused.
this is the opposite of wats supposed to happen to me.
thanks for sticking my worst fear in my face.
thanks for taking me back to square one.
and i was almost at the end alr.
thanks alot.
whoever you are.
man i should have gone to a girls school.
of all reasons to break down,
i broke down because of the lamest thing in the world to me rite now, jap.
so thr i was sitting on the sofa revising the jap vocab i spent 5 hrs learning ytd
and i realised.. i only remembered "painful" (itai), "lonely" (sabishi) and... beef (guiniku) =.=
so... i cudnt take it anymore
i just started crying D:
and then my parents went hysteria.
and they started quarelling abt me quitting jap
Dad: Just let her quit lah she says all those who are having problems all quit long ago and everyone left are sooooo much better than her and it pulls down her grades and she has to spend so many hours going for lessons and shes not interested so just let her quit lah!!!
man i love my dad.
Mum: No.. shes not putting in effort. Ill get her a jap tutor.
Dad: Tuition Tuition Tuition u think she not enough stress ar?
Mum: Goes on rumbbling abt some stupid shit.
arr well.. i overheard them anyway
but i really think its best for me to quit.
(altho without my mums consent, its impossible)
like who on earth takes japanese lessons 4 hours , has almost 12 hours worth of cca in the hot sun, has chinese and math tuition altogether 3 hrs, have piano lesson ( plus practice) at least 5 hours, has tons and tons of hw EVERY SINGLE MOTHER****ING WEEK AND!!!! .... HAS A GAWDDAMN LIFE!
NOBODY.
stupid jap, stupid jap i shud have never ever taken it in the 1st place.
its not like im super smart or have super memory or can speak jap to some random jap person like shes been learning it for 10 freaking yrs like alina rite??
so give me a gawddamn break alr.
i want a life too.
thank you very much.
ps: to huijun, christine and amanda- i dont need/use durian flavoured condoms or do "funny funny things" according to coach ok? XD
BAD DAYYY! BAD DAYYY!
TODAY WAS ABSOLTELY HORRIBLE
NOT EXAGERATING
LETS SEE...
PE
2.4km run...
even tho im pretty determined to train well for that.. i still hate running.
and i ran until i almost died today..
my brain felt like it had be squeezed, i had major stitches on my right and left side, my back was EXTREMELY pain i dunno why and i couldnt breathe properly for awhile
and i still din manage to get an A timing
WALAOOOOOOOO
i came in in abt 14.5 mins
my goal is 13 mins
A is 14 mins and below
ok i came in.... 15th out of 48 runners...
12 were in year 3.
pro? ok lah :) but not good enough.
well at least i beat mervyn..
:D :D :D
my goal this yr is to get stronger, speedier, smoother and smarter
oh and sexier
HAHA just kidding.
ok back to 2.4
last half a round i swear i cud just die
but thanks melvin for the uhh... motivation LOL
oh and mr siva saw me and said
"PEARL IF U LOVE ME, RUN LIKE THE WIND!"
uh okk.. i wudnt mind sayin i love him if i really could run like the wind...
recesss
yes yes we had an OH SO LONG recess today of FIFTEEN minutes! =.=
and geog?
geog was a killer
i crapped most of the ques in the common test
chinese?
TEST AGAIN!
was ok except for compre
then thr was 2 ques that were extremely stupid
1st ques (translated to eng): Why is honesty and trustworthiness more impt than money?
2nd ques: "honesty and trustworthiness is more impt than money" What is the meaning of this phrase?
OMG DAMN STUPID. D:
i wrote almost the same thing lol.
but my chi standard is super low so im just happy to pass.
lunch
had major mood swing. ( from bad mood to emo)
thank god softball helped my forget abt being emo and all
cause basically we had... FOUR AND A HALF HOURSSS today
haiz.. and we had to roll on the grass and get our whole body itchy cause of that.
and my shoes and socks were all wet cause we had to water the field.
yes u din read wrongly..
WATER THE FIELD
cause my coach wants the grass to grow.
and coach hasnt anounced the src team yet
and he was supposed to do so this MONDAY
basically they are abt... 22?? members only 15 will make the team
im... just pretty sure ill get in
but he kinda hinted some of us wont so...
see thats me.. worrying and over thinking everything
wat if i dont get in??
id kill myself mannn
ill have NOTHING to live for...
haha jk
wo shi si bu liao de
uhhh
i think my life saved the best for last
I LEFT MY BOOTS IN THE CANTEEEEEEEEN ( i think)
and if i cant find it
IM DEAD!!!!!
uh and i just said i si bu liao...
on the way back amanda alina and xinyan was trying to guess my password.
and ironically!!!!!! just when i was gunna get off at jurong east intrechange.. AMANDA RANDOMLY GUESSED IT. SHIT!
im not telling ure the answer but ill tell u the clues i told them
so...
6 numbers
is has sth to do with wat i like.
it has nothing to do with ppl.
AND NO 35 INSIDE!!!! RARRRRR!
first 2 numbers are 54.
last number is 0
i told them a few more but lazy to type everything down.
haizz oh well
next week got my 2 most hated subjects common test
jap
and
math
damnit
FML mannn...
HAHA this happened in the train today...
so see.. after softball training, i was pretty drained and tired and all.
so i was like falling asleep.. like nodding here and thr if u get wat i mean
i do tt all the time so who cares..
PLUS ive only missed my stop once XD
well soo.. i noticed this 18-ish looking boy sitting directly opposite me with his phone facing me
i tell u.. i was like 99% sure he was trying to take pic lah
then i was OMG
about.. 2 seconds later he realised i was looking then he quickly put down his phone.
then he still look at me leh
wth i was DAMN PISSED
so i looked directly at him and mouthed 'Fvck You'
AHAHAHA im sorry! i cudnt resist! and my lian zao yi jing dui guang le and i was wearing softball tee so wun know which sch im from. AHAH SRY
whoa i tell u i rock XD
i think he paisehh alr quickly look away.
then the ironic thing was
5 mins later HE FELL ASLEEP
so i was giggling to myself
then hes phone dropped on the floor
WAHAHAHAHA BAO YING BAO YING
i hope it spoilt mannn
lol! then my stop liao
hahaha
plus im not listenin to stolen by dashboard confessional anymore it makes me emo HAHA
but i like lost in love by I15. go listen its damn nice
PLUS thank goodness i rocked my science! 21/25 HAHAH
tts pretty good for me lah
so i guess it wasnt all that bad staying home during valentines aft all..
soo.. random recount of today cause im pretty boredd now
fell asleep during math
HAHAHA i dun think he saw tho...
malay.. DAMN I THOT GOT TEST THEN APPARENTLY IT GOT CHANGED TO NXT WEEK MANNN.. oh and according to my malay teacher, "Everyone cuts their kukus...." i dont. i bite. LMAO.
SCIENCE :D
test was okay.. so far no mistakes but i still think ill flunt it somehow..
wat was after science? nth rite? err ok.
SOFTBALL
went to 3J classroom ( got aircon de worh) to watch the clips from our friendly
we were all laughing our heads off at our mistakess
ESP when my dear rachael got a nice big bear hug from the opponent
LMAO
happy valentines day! HAHAHA
then coach asked me and natasha to keep the laptop and return to miss chua.. so we were trying to pull out the cable connected to the screen on the com but apparently it wudnt come out.. so we went to call ( literally ) amanda..
damn funny lah
apparently i shouted too loud.. but amanda ( who ive learnt today is deafer than me and thats a great feat cause huijun said i should go dig my ears until it bleeds...) cudnt hear
HOWEVER, most of the UG ppl heard it. got ehco somemore damn funny..
"AMANDAAAAAAAA andaaa daaa da....."
so aft 5 mins she finally came
and found out wat the prob was
apparently it was screwed so
so aft many minutes of turning and groaning in frustration
WE FINALLY GOT IT OUT
but it was all bent alr... O.O
really.
lol
uhh nth inetersting liao
aft trg
went home
fell asleep on the train STANDING UP.. ( i thot only horses cud do that)
ALMOST missed my stop
HAHA too bad amanda...
i hate tmr lah
10am to 1130 am - math tuition
1215pm to 1230pm- piano lesson ( not practiced or done any theory hw D:)
230pm-345pm - chinese tuition
630pm-10pm damn boring family gathering
ok i dont think i have any other plans aft that. :D?? lol
and im damn proud of myself for resisting the tempatation of posting anything emo for the past few dayss :D
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! <33
so my mums insane
shes in Phillipines now and this aft i had like the first sms conversation with her..
mum : " Hi Pearl how is yr day? Happy Valentine Day "
me : " Happy valentines day. im on the bus now "
mum: " See u tmr night. By the way how many vday wishes did u get? lol"
me : " -.- alot."
mum: "i know"
me: " huh?"
mum: "2door JZ JY DR BC justin isaac etc etc"
NOOOOO SHE JUST NAMED ALL THE GUYS SHE COULD THINK OF I SWEAR! and only guys from my ex class are nice enough to wish me anw...
me :"walao -.- girls also wish me wat"
mum : "more special from boys right?"
=.=
erm SOO....................
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL
DAMN IT LAHHH WHY MUST I BE NE REP???
I DONT KNOW A SINGLE SH*T ABOUT CHINESE CULTURE EXPECT ME TO GO TALK TO THOSE INDIAN/ MALAY PEOPLE ABOUT TT
WTH
and cny "hol" is over mannn
ok hmmm wed.
so my relatives came over to my house..
then we were playing taboo
then my turn to GUESS
then the answer was LINE DANCING
so i knew it but i suddenly forgot
so i swear i ACCIDENTALLY said LAP DANCING instead
then everyone burst out laughing lah
(exept my p5 couz who doesnt know wat tt is)
then aft tt they were like
ORRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
aiyo so lame lahhh hahah
thurs...
went to my relatives house
played majhong
won $$$$!!
lol jk $1.35 only
fri...
slack at home
convo with my mum
(cause my p5 couz is supposed to close her eyes whenever ppl kiss on tv)
me: So why does she have to do that... 11 yrs old alr wat
mum: If not she become like you lohh
WTF DID I DO LAH!?!?!?!?!
oh dear i hope i din say lap dancing too loudly... D:
hahha
sat
went to mr tan's house
WATCHED BLADES OF GLORYYYY
ITS STILL ONE OF MY FAV MOVIES LAH
then went to relatives house AGAIN
came home i realise i din get mr tan's fiancees name
so i msn him
then he refuse to tell me
D: LMAO
today
went for exclass gathering
and im EXHAUSTED now i dunno why
eh oh no i forgot to return hf's $14 tt i stole from her!
oh and i won $2 playing blackjack :D
and im supposed to be chionging chi hw
aiya heck chinese lah
and im praying my mum doesnt discover wat im hiding
hmmmm im blogging again :D
" XIAO LI GAO SU DA LI GAO SU XIAO MEI GAU SU DA MEI GAO SU MEI LI GAO SU ME AND AMANDA THAT.................."
lol lol sry aiwee... hahahaha
today my coach damn funny mannn
cause thr was a pad on the floor..=x
then my coach din know...
coach : " wat's that on the floor? whos is it?"
coach : *picks it up*
Me amanda and jiayim : * laugh our asses off*
coach : *totally understands* " so... who's TISSUE PAPERR is this? amanda's rite??"
amanda: " nononono.."
coach : "means must be pearl's lah"
Me : " i bet with you its not."
coach : " bet with wat?"
Me : "My life"
coach : " so jiayim must be yours lah."
Jiayim: " No eh coach, maybe its YOURS!"
coach : " eh no i dun use this type of tissue paper "
Me : *starts laughing my ass off again*
Jiayim : " what? everybody use tissue paper wat"
LOLLLLLLLLLL
ok besides all that funny and entertaining stuff... im in a huge gigantic dilemma... I SERIOUSLY NEED UR ADVICE PLEASEEEEE
ok... seee my mum agreed that she will get me a new pair of softball boots ( $70+) and a brand new PERSONAL 1st baseman glove ( $120+) and allow me to pierce more earholes IF i forever dun quit jap!!!!! ( until yr 6)
so how??? shud i accept?
FOREVER LEH.... WALAOOOOOO NOW I ALR CANT CATCH UP STILL MUST CHENG FOR 4 MORE YRS!?!?!?!!
but i really want those stuff =xxxxxx
hmmmm..
maybe i shud ask for more =))))
I KNOOWWW
allow me to date.
AH HAHAHAHHA jk lah
but my mum's you-are-forbidden-to-date-till-youre-19 policy is starting to scare me
mmmmmm so how???
i seriously hate jap mannnn
i shudnt have taken it in the beginning
now i want to quit also parents dun allow
wtf lah
pls pls i wud appreciate more than anything some advice
thanks!!!
hmmm ok backk!! to the happier side of life
TOMORROW ROCKS MANNN
NO MATH
AND GOT SCIENCE!!!! WHOOOOHHH
ok lah not i like sci cause of the topic now but i just think mr HAN is damn funny
:DDDD
haiz.. my mum and my yrbook..
lol
so.. was it fri? yeah i showed her my yr book and she was so excited i think she looked at it for an hour plus.. and she had a stomach ache then brought the yrbook into the toilet with her O.O
then today.. she wanted me to look thru the yrbk with her..
so yeah...
showed her who are our teachers and all...
Me:"so guess who's my sci teacher"
Mum: *points to some random male person in the picture"
Me:"o.o how the hell did u know?"
Mum:"er.. dunno.. he looks... cheerful..."
LOL
Me:" So thats Mr Siva. "
Mum: "What? so small size? i was expecting some big, tall and mascular guy that looks extremely scary..."
CCA pages...
(softball)
Mum: "Eh u and the girl beside u look very alike.."
Me: "Oh ya coach say we look like twins"
Mum:" haha go get me that big big magnifying glass i wanna look closer"
O.O
(basketball)
Mum:" so who in ur class in these pics?"
Me: *shows her jiaqi*
Mum: "isaac and jinzhi leh?"
Me: *wonders how the hell she knows theyre from basketball....*
Me: " err no.. not inside"
Mum: "cannot be"
Me: " looks ard and notices isaac is in one of the pic and shows that to her"
Mum: " then jinzhi?"
Me: " not inside?"
Mum: "nono.. he in basketball why not inside?"
Me:" i dunno lah!"
Mum: "come one lah... "
Me:" I SAID HE'S NOT INSIDEEEEEE!"
Me: *extremely pissed*
so... turns and turns and reaches the pages near the back with all the class pics..
Mum:" arr... the class pics!!!!"
Me: *uh-ohhhhh* " ok i gunna bathe. bye-bye now.."
Mum:" NOOOOO i want u to show me who is..."
Me: * already knows who she wants to know...*
while im walking away...
Mum:"hmm i think isaac's the best looking.."
Me: *whoa so random...*
Whooohhhh thanks amanda for the 3-in-1 bday present!!!!!!!!!!!
all the above was given by her lorh
yayyeee <333333333
things to look out for
1. amanda (sexiest person alive)
2. if u look closely u might see....
and ty ALINA for that cute cute envelop filled with cute drawings and all...
(even tho u accidentally WROTE the eyes wrongly) LOL LOL JKJK
tytyty!!!
oh and we're offically selling durian flavoured condom cum pencil cases for i and e fare
idea by amanda!!!
whoooohhh
NO COPYING HORRRR
even tho its absolute genious i know
XD
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