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Posted on : Monday, February 25 @ 10:03 PM

of all reasons to break down,
i broke down because of the lamest thing in the world to me rite now, jap.
so thr i was sitting on the sofa revising the jap vocab i spent 5 hrs learning ytd
and i realised.. i only remembered "painful" (itai), "lonely" (sabishi) and... beef (guiniku) =.=
so... i cudnt take it anymore
i just started crying D:
and then my parents went hysteria.
and they started quarelling abt me quitting jap

Dad: Just let her quit lah she says all those who are having problems all quit long ago and everyone left are sooooo much better than her and it pulls down her grades and she has to spend so many hours going for lessons and shes not interested so just let her quit lah!!!

man i love my dad.

Mum: No.. shes not putting in effort. Ill get her a jap tutor.

Dad: Tuition Tuition Tuition u think she not enough stress ar?

Mum: Goes on rumbbling abt some stupid shit.

arr well.. i overheard them anyway
but i really think its best for me to quit.
(altho without my mums consent, its impossible)
like who on earth takes japanese lessons 4 hours , has almost 12 hours worth of cca in the hot sun, has chinese and math tuition altogether 3 hrs, have piano lesson ( plus practice) at least 5 hours, has tons and tons of hw EVERY SINGLE MOTHER****ING WEEK AND!!!! .... HAS A GAWDDAMN LIFE!

NOBODY.

stupid jap, stupid jap i shud have never ever taken it in the 1st place.

its not like im super smart or have super memory or can speak jap to some random jap person like shes been learning it for 10 freaking yrs like alina rite??
so give me a gawddamn break alr.
i want a life too.
thank you very much.

ps: to huijun, christine and amanda- i dont need/use durian flavoured condoms or do "funny funny things" according to coach ok? XD